1. |
The Plague
01:28
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2. |
Pretty Little Death
03:07
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Everybody can you raise you hands
Everybody can you do the dance
Everybody cry for me
Because it's time to go
We all hate ourselves
We all laugh ourselves to death
We all think that we are so funny
We all keep saying how we want to disappear
Why don't we just go down and die
Just like in our dreams
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"I really want to be..."
but "I don't wanna see..."
"Oh can't you save me?"
You don't wanna lie
So you don't wanna die?
Well I'll give you want you want
--
"Everything is oh so sweet
Especially when you look like me"
Oh can you please be kind
You're making me lose my mind
I can't be
I can't see
You can't be
You can't see
What you really want
--
"I really want to be..."
but "I don't wanna see..."
"Oh can't you save me?"
You don't wanna lie
Yet you say don't wanna die?
Well make up your damn mind
Oh, nothing makes sense
Just like this song
Did you expect much from this after this long?
Oh pretty little death
Stop haunting my friends
They said "I'll give you want you want"
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3. |
All My Fears
03:27
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4. |
Forgiveness
01:41
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5. |
Vampire Lover Boy
03:43
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This is what you get
This is what paid for
This is what came for
What did you expect?
You kept dancing on a coffin of lies
Trying to hide behind a pretty disguise
But now it's over
Cry wolf all over
We won't be there when your life is leaving
We tried to help you
You shed a single tear and left to tear us apart
But now I'm spinning round and round
I'm pondering on the things we said
Dressed in black, from the cradle to the grave
But when I wanted you to say that all that could have been
You pinned me to a cross,
It's been a bloody year when are you gonna let go?
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Vampire lover boy
You get it?
You say it?
You never really do
You love it
Can't stop it
I'm getting sick of you
Where'd you go? I won't find you
Vampire lover boy
we get it
keep at it
it's all becoming true
the lies
the flies
that rot deep within you
Where'd you go?
I bleed my heart to you
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This is what you get
This is what paid for
This is what came for
What did you expect?
All the heathens you guide
All the nasty things you like
Keep talking behind our back
You're tearing me apart
In the cold dead of night, he shall approach you.
No single soul in sight,
the void consumes, the void is light.
Awaken all your deep hidden sense of fright
From the pantheons to the gallows,
from the almighty to the slave.
The day has come, the day is null.
You're still bloody crying when are you gonna let go?
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Vampire lover boy
You get it?
You say it?
You never really do
You love it
Can't stop it
I'm getting sick of you
Where'd you go? I won't find you
Vampire lover boy
we get it
keep at it
it's all becoming true
the lies
the flies
that rot deep within you
Where'd you go?
I bleed my heart to you
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6. |
At The End of The Day
02:43
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I'm a little tired of walking,
Forgive the trite expression,
But I'm tired on life's long road
I want to take a little break, but
Time cruelly goes on
And so... drags me right along
It seems like things are going well,
But in the end, they are not,
So in my carelessness, I'm brought to tears;
It's shameful, it's true
These feelings of misery,
I've tasted more than I'd like to admit
And yet, I should've long ago
Left behind all my regret
It's not quite so bad
As to bring me to despair,
But the things I want
Are always just out of reach
You say to ask for an answer,
But it would depend on the person
So I could never, no, never,
Believe in anyone... right?
"The stars watch over us," you say,
But aren't they only at night? Hey...
Just back off...
Just leave me be...
This dirty road I walk
Isn't going to change
I'm worn out, sorry I say
I always end up running away
don't worry, at the end of the day
I always end up running away
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I've finally found what I'm looking for
but I've come to believe it's for nothing
I've lived the scenes over and over in my head
and the final outcome is always the same
Sometimes I remember the smell of the sunshine
Sometimes I try to fit the lies in my head
Other times I wonder if I'm better of dead
If I pretend none of you are real
I might find peace in this fucked up world
but I'll never escape the truth
I've been running from my whole life
I don't see a future
I want to see it too
Underneath the truth
Lies a another liar just like you
Falling once again
And I can't see the end
I don't want you to cry
but things are falling apart
I know It's not your fault
but I think I've had enough
The truth is seeping out
Bleeding through the cracks
I've told myself I have no fear
I no longer hide between the shadows
but every time I try to be someone
The void pulls me back in once again
I don't feel anything, I don't have anything to say
I don't need you to hate everything I do
I wont make excuses for myself because deep down I know
It was me all along
It was me all along, that made you hurt
How many pretentious lyrics must I write?
It was me all along
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Sebastian Kingsley
Composer, arranger.
Videogame music arranger, also a member of the SGFR collective.
I compose original music in varied styles inspired by electro-industrial and orchestral rock.
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